My terror is ordinary

I'm terrified of being trapped into ordinary life. 

I'm absolutely terrified of being trapped into an ordinary life. 

Banal, pedestrian, dull, boring, tedious, quotidian, monotonous, uneventful, unremarkable, tiresome, wearisome, uninspired, unimaginative, unexciting, unvaried, repetitive, routine, commonplace, mundane, humdrum, lifeless, insipid, vapid, flat, bland, dry, stale, LAME.

Please, God, remove me as a brand from the smoldering pile of insipid living.

>>This fits in perfectly with

my existential crisis

 "Your life is Eden."